Wednesday, March 7

Just play the game

you make me confused.
don't play to hard, baby.
you'll end up giving hope and hurting me.
i'm tired telling my own heart, calming it, advise it
make it stronger,
but well it heart my dear.
the most fragile thing ever.
people say if he or she have that kind of feeling for you
they will show it more than tell it.
so did you just show me how you feel or just some kind of manner? 
i know bout your past.
i just can feel that your past feeling still hanging on there
you are not breaking up with da girl
times just decide it all, right?
those unexpected things that happen make both you naturally over.
the past just influence you so much today.
please, moving on.
people from the past is past
please open your heart.
give chances.
see this beautiful world through it.

i'm almost giving up.
i really take it seriously when it come to this matter.
but i hardly understand what you're trying to do.
 making me feel like heaven, feeling like so special
all those little things you do
trusting me with you fb's password.
ask my opinion on what should you wear
jokingly lend your arms like you are my partner
looking at me and said you can do it.
whisper on stage asking if i'm okay when performance
play around grabbing my bag
talking to me in the exam hall
give me signal to get out among my friends to talk with me personally.
all your phone calls.
text messages
i get enough of it.
now i don't know what to do
just playing the game and follow the flow.

' Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, satukan hati kami ke jalan-Mu 
tapi jika dia bukan jodohku, aku menerima segala ketentuanmu. 
Sesunggunya hanya Engkau yang mengetahui segala-galanya'

I PRAYED. 


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