First Love :')

At first, we were like friends like special lovers

The first time I placed your heart in my heart
My childish first love believed that
My fluttering heart will become destiny

I was happy just by breathing
It was a sunlight-like love
I thought that we would be forever
But it remains as memories

Now the pained heart, the sad tears can lean on my cheek
It's alright if the scars in my memories remain all over my body


 My heart chose you first, my first love is enough

I'll protect it forever, my first love

Your electrifying and magical kiss
That was how the fluttering started in my heart
As if the love that was hot as fireworks are whispering
My first love dreamed of the future

Your smile makes me smile
It was a starlight-like love
It was just all good, it was like that back then
Beautiful times

I Love you, my happy first love

It's a date, I guess.

yesterday after jumaat prayer, dia, pipi and zai nak datang aloq staq.

what the most shocking is zai naik moto ngan pipi. haha

hang zai, kalau si mie tuu tau memang hang mati. 

HAHA xD

newayy, they arrived safely and decided to meet at tesco mergong.

dia cakap dia nak datang amik sweater.

coihhh ALASAN !

nak jumpa aku lettew.

haha kbai

a day before aku punya marah kat dia.

dia call tak angkat lahh, text tak rep.

buat perangai pelik2 lagi. -_____-

Since the 'nothern commander' sweater tu kat umah dayana

carelessly tertinggal dlm kereta dia masa hari kononnya nak pegi perlis.

but tak jadi.

so i pick him up at tesco then we drive to dayana's house.

errr okay that's the first time i drived him and he sat in my car,

tinggal la pipi ngan jaa kat tesco tu

haha date la mpa dua

after dah amik semua, we decide to go to pacific

since tesco tu tmpat2 ibu2 beli brg dapur. 

hahaha

my bros was there with le cousins.

so senang nnt nak balikk ngan dorang jaa.

depa tatau jalan so kitaorg konvoi ngan umi.

mau pulak umi tuuu? -.-

sampai pacific jaa kitaorg jalan2 smpai tingkat atas sekali

and jaa ajak main skate.

ohkayyyyy, sumpah aku tak reti main.

tak jalan langsung kot weyy.

nak berdiri pun tak boleh.

dayyummm buat malu.

tapi we're having fun la.

tak dapat ice pun lantai biasa pun jadi lahh.

before aku balikk, dorang pegi makan mcdonald.

then we just saying goodbye at the front door pacific tuu

cause umi called me like hundred times bila nak balik

since all the kiddos underage also there 

dating session off. annyeong ~ :D

p/s : sorry there's no picture. alaa sebelum ni pun tak penah reveal his picture pun kat sini. 

Just play the game

you make me confused.

don't play to hard, baby.

you'll end up giving hope and hurting me.

i'm tired telling my own heart, calming it, advise it

make it stronger,

but well it heart my dear.

the most fragile thing ever.

people say if he or she have that kind of feeling for you

they will show it more than tell it.

so did you just show me how you feel or just some kind of manner? 

i know bout your past.

i just can feel that your past feeling still hanging on there

you are not breaking up with da girl

times just decide it all, right?

those unexpected things that happen make both you naturally over.

the past just influence you so much today.

please, moving on.

people from the past is past

please open your heart.

give chances.

see this beautiful world through it.

i'm almost giving up.

i really take it seriously when it come to this matter.

but i hardly understand what you're trying to do.

 making me feel like heaven, feeling like so special

all those little things you do

trusting me with you fb's password.

ask my opinion on what should you wear

jokingly lend your arms like you are my partner

looking at me and said you can do it.

whisper on stage asking if i'm okay when performance

play around grabbing my bag

talking to me in the exam hall

give me signal to get out among my friends to talk with me personally.

all your phone calls.

text messages

i get enough of it.

now i don't know what to do

just playing the game and follow the flow.

' Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, satukan hati kami ke jalan-Mu 

tapi jika dia bukan jodohku, aku menerima segala ketentuanmu. 

Sesunggunya hanya Engkau yang mengetahui segala-galanya'

I PRAYED. 

I'm touched

i dont know where to start.

there's so much things happened between us.

i dont know what Allah try to show me.

my destiny 

or 

just one of the people that care to stop by in my undescribable life.

things get started when we exchanged our phone number or wait,

he gave me his just for helping purpose

yeah, at first i got shocked

or else it was jackpot since at that time

i think i already have this kind of feeling at him.

so assume that day was a lucky day. :)

then i thought be present in that camp, sacrifies my midsem break is worth it. 

things just happened so fast.

me and him just getting even more closer

with him sitting beside me in the static playing his tenor,

exchaged our music sheet,

taking some pictures,

texting me late at night after the camp dismiss everyday

the sweetest moment is on the day i'm going back to Kedah,

he called and said he has something for me 

and asked me to meet him at tangga batu cave.

seeing him walking towards me with that ordinary outfits,

he hand over a plastic bag and as i thought 

it was roti canai ! :)

we have a very short conversation and then make our own way.

that 3-days camp make me feel like heaven 

with self-delivery roti canai

I'm touched :')

' I'd say, music brings people together' 

the person i miss the most :D

nah yeobo tersayang saya, as requested

THE PERSON I MISS THE MOST

the king and queen of gediknes

 *part i miss the most bout you :')*

TENGKU AINAFARIHAN 

a.k.a

YEOBO terchentaaa

yeobo yaa noemu neomu noemu bogoshippo sso ! :D

saranghaeyoo <33

ASD2Cn's hang out!

last week me and my group planning to have dinner at Kuala Perlis.

setelah berhempas pulas mintak persetujuan, melayan kerenah hero-hero group aku ni

at last jadi jugak pergi. not to forget nabil's last minute want-to-join. :)

kami sewa kereta 3 bijik. 

driver2 terhebat goes to Dayana, Farzana and Kak Naz ( take turn pergi balik)

and *drummm rollllll*

MYSELF keke :P

i was driving the auto car 

'cause i'm not going to responsible
if anything happen to my friends when im driving the manual. :/

so lepas ja test physic? haaa lepas test physic late morning tu

after Zohor, we moved.

i got Pinky, Tehah, Farahin, and Sharifah on my car.

Dayana angkut hero-hero malaya tu.

memang la anak dara bawak anak teruna pungg.

and keta Farzana got the rest of us.

Kak Naz, Fieza, Aishah, Mimi.

tapi ada yang tak ikut.

Man, Atin, Faizah, Tikah, Nanad err lagi? ada lagi ka tertinggal?

mintak ampun la nohh.

Kami gerak pi Tasik Darulaman *tak habis ngan tasik ni dr sekolah lagi -.-*

makan ais kacang, cendol

take pictures, naik kuda and Makes Memories ;')

*some of pictures have problem uploading. sorry*

then we straight to Kuala Perlis.

this time Faris join us.

the food just soooo awesome as ever! 

memang puaih hati la makan.

what we ate that night.

sumpahhh TERANGKAT WEYY. ;D

 kau ada kau ada?

selamat datang ke Negeri Perlis Indera Kayangan.

*promote negeri orang*

for those that happen that night just let it flushed away with other sweet memories.

experiences make you think wider

build you to more a matured person

let you know how to handle life-matter even better

and the most valuable lesson is . .

bring us together.

' Bismillahirahmanirahim, hope this freindship last forever,'

p/s : most of the pictures having problem when uploding. Sorry. :/

LIBB, UiTM Perlis

it stand for Latihan Intensif Brass Band.

First Day :)

terkedek-kedek aku, pikah, and eyka jalan dari Dahlia tu pergi Markas Kesatria

kat mushroom si capikk ni dok bergoyang2 kaki tunggu kitorang.

to be exact, tunggu pikah sebenaqnya :P

memang tak sedap hati.

memang tak nmpak seekor manusia pun.

memang semua orang dah balik mid semester break ni

so supposed to be muka2 budak band je la yang patot berlegar2 kat kawasan UiTM ni kan.

and i almost forgot kat mana tah bertembung ngan apek.

so kami berlima ni jalan la sampai Markas.

masin mulut hang apek, dia kata tah tah kita-kita ja. :|

memang elok bapa minit km berlima sampai, aishah, ja, farahin sampai.

count count count.

DAENG ! 8 people :O

where's everybody?

then 2 other comanders part 2 joined us. 

At and Ammar.

tu atas paksa rela kata At sebab nanti bila dorang part 4 kena jaga BB ni.

hmm okay whatever with that. tet tet tet.

then that evening just end up with playing games dalam bilik aircond tu.

thanks to comander nabil yang menghilang sedikit rasa ketahuan kami.

skip

skip 

skip.

biasalah pagi pagi kalau tak ada PT tak sah kan?

the funniest thing is we have to sing Negaraku and Wawasan Setia Uitm

with just that time 12 of us.

HAHAHA

can you imagined how pathetic it was?

ye la, selalu Koko kan ramai2.

you can even know who is who singing but this time kawan sebelah hang tipu hang tau. 

HAHAHA.

after breakfast we started to play play and play.

bila sampai petang ja, riadah time.

main ni la kami. VOLLEYBALL. at almost every evening.

aku jadi refree jaa. LOL.

memang cek failed benda ni.

memang setiap kali main tak penah sentuh benda ni pun.

HAHAHA. 

ish laa kenapa kita perlu main benda ni? -.-

even practise tak straight sampai ptg.

STRESSSS ! *gary style*  semakin menjadi2 masok hari second.

aishah sampai nangis-nangis.

bikin gua cuak ja ini budak.

mau tak stress wey, dia nak main benda lain tada orang ajar.

pikah nak main alto, ada orang macam nak taknak bagi.

at first i just thought that, 'oh man, this isn't right'

kami yang berkorban cuti, tak balik, ini ja ka?

 lepas kami berbaring pandang langit

at last semua orang enter their wonderland

our stress release down.

my perception just change.

as long as you enjoy the moment and as long as you can sincerely open you heart

as bright as that high sky

everything would change.

that night bila session kena buat trademark tu

i'm the FIRST LUCKY PERSON -.-

unlucky me.

aegyo? memang disaster la wey kalau budak nama syazleen ni nak kena wat aegyo.

at last i end up with highed-noted 'opppaaaaa ~~' package with tangan Gumiho.

SUMPAH MALU WEY.

cerink satu badan.

time tu nak ja masok muka dalam beg.

aduhaiii :/

sepanjang kem tu memang agak famous la benda tu kan.

suka benar la depa tu dengan tu.

tambah2 yang sorang tu kan. -.-

on the bbq day tu kami tangkap gambar kat sport comp

playful friends and comanders. HAHA

  macam semut. bajet macam nampak ja. -.-

on the last day, we are having so much fun dah.

done performing.

we ate.

Thanks for the 'Peserta Siswi Terbaik' award.

for the first time of my life i received such an award.

i'm so honoured and TOUCHED, of course.

i'll going to remember that for the rest of my life.

first batch of UiTM Perlis's LIBB, i'm proud to be one.

.percussion.

.saxophone.

.clarinet.

.trumpeters.

.comanders.

cikgu terbaekk :)

 heee galok nak tayang. 

My special thanks to

Pikah, Jaa, Aishah, Farahin, Syafiq, Apek, Auryn, Eyka, At and Ammar

Comander Farid, Comander Pipi, Comander Jijul, Comander Bunga
and Cikgu Mansor. :D
ILYSM <3